This Few Week Is The Most Stress Week For Me..
Study Stress, Money Stress, Health Stress..
STRESS x3

Study Stress Because I Scare I Can't Follow Up..Realy Not Easy..
I Have Attend The Class For 1week Still Not Much Different & Effect..
Bridal Makeup Lesson Almost Finis..Fashion Makeup Coming Soon..
Hope That Fashion Makeup I Can Do It Much More Better..
I Realy Want To Improve My Self..

Money Stress Because My Money Going To Finis..
Live At Singapore Realy Not Easy..All Talk About Money..
Most Of The Things Is Expensive..
Example Singapore $5, Malaysia Rm10++
I'm From Malaysia So My Bad Habit Is
Always Compare Malaysia Money With Singapore Money..
Until Sometime Want To Buy A Food Also Must Think Few Time..
Almost Everytime I Eat Bread..Less Eat Rice Or Fast Food..
Every Morning Before I Go To School
I Will Eat Two Slide Of Bread & A Small Bottle Of Vitagen..
It Last Long Until At Night My Cousin Mother Buy Food For Me..
Sometimes Rice, Sometimes Noodles, Sometimes Fast Food..
That's How My Every Day Life Is..

Health Stress Is Because Of My Skin Problem..
I Have Appointment With My Skin Doctor
At Novena Medical Center On 3.30pm..
Guess What, I Reach There On 4.40pm..
Because I Finis Class On 1pm+ Then Go Back Home..
Around 3pm+ Reach Home..It's Tired Because,
After I Reach Woodlands Mrt Station Then I Walk Back Home..
Then I Go Bath And Rush To Novena..Make My Asthma Want Attack Le..
After Done My Face & Body Chemical Peel Then I Go To Cashier Paid..
It's Expensive Because Of Chemical Peel On My Face & Back Plus Some Cream..
After Few Days I Started Flu, Headache And Throat Pain Le..
I Do Want See Doctor..Money Money Money Again..
So Better Stay At Home Rest More And Drink More Water Okey Le..
Hope Every Things Will Be Fine..

Finally,My Class Start Le..
First Day Realy So Scare So Nervous So Stress..Everything Come Out La..
But When I When Into The Class I Saw I'm The Most Small Size And Young..
All 20++ Dy..Feel I'm A Little Girl Attend A Mature Class..
First Lesson Started..
Everyone Have Partner.. But I'm Alone Because Got One People Never Attend Class..
Can't Wait To Know Hu Is My Partner..
On That Day I Just Sit All Alone And Keep Quite..
Suddenly Got A Girl Come Sit Beside Me..
And Ask what My Name, How Old And From Which country..
Then She Intro Her Self..
She Called Amanda,From Indonesia But Stay At Japan..
She Is Cute And Nice And Pretty And And She Was Awesome La..[=
She Is My First Friend In Singapore..I'm Happy Meet A Good Friend Like Her..
She Treat Me Very Good To..Always Ask Why I So Quite And Shy..

After Few Days Attend The Class I Still Feel Like A Rock..
Many People Come Talk With Me..
Ask The Same Things That Is Why I So Quite And Shy..
Some Of Them Say I'm Small Size Looks Cute..Lol.. =.=
I Wish I Can Be Mature,Pretty,Cute And Full Of Confident Like Them..
But Don't No When I Can Realy Be Like Them..I Have To Be Stronger..
I Will Try My Best Slowly Slowly Change..
Hope Some One Can Give Opinion And Guide Me..

That Day Learn Bridal Make Up..I Be Model And My Partner Is Artist..
Today My Turn Be Artist My Partner Become Model..
I So Scare I Can't Do Well Or Forget Steps..But Guess What..
Teacher Say I Make A Nice Colour And Nice Angle On the Model Face..
She Say I Done A Good Job..Hahas..So Happy..(:
After The Class End I Go Back Home..
Think Many Time Want To Walk Go Back Or Sit Bus..
At Last I Decide To Walk Go Back Home..Can Exercise And Diet..
After I Reach Home I Go And Take A Bath..Feel So Fresh..[nice]
Then I Online Awile To Chat With My Friend And Check My Email..
Around 6pm I Offline Go Practice And Read My Text Book..
Tomoorow Will Work With New Partner..Hope All Will Be Fine..
Tomorrow I'm The Model, Thusday She Will Be Model..
Wish That Work With Her Will Be Okey Okey..[Worry]

Today Should Be A Great Day For Me..
But Now It's Not A Great Day..
I Charge My Phone In My Room And I Was In The Living Room
Hearing Song And Chatting With Friend..
After Few Hour Charging It's Full..
I Saw One Missed Call From My First Xbf From Kuantan..
He Call Me At 2.03pm I Dint Answer It Bcoz I Never Heard My Phone Ring..
So I Call Back Him At 2.45pm..
I Wonder Why He Will Call Me? How He Get My Number..
I Change New Number Just My Singapore Friend
And Few Of My Family Member Know Only..
So I Call Him And Ask Where He Get My Number..
He Do Want Tell Me I Was Angry..
Long Long Time A Go He Realy Treat Me So Bad..
After Break Up Almost Two Years Plus I Still Love Him And Miss Him..
Break Up Many Time And Together Back Many Time Le..
But Seen One Thing Happen On That Day I Back Kuantan..
I Tell My Self I Realy Want To Let Him Go Le..
Realy Tired And Hurt Enough...I Cant Keep Going On Le..
The Reason I Change New Number Got Other Reason To..
One Is Do Want Let Malaysia Friend Find Me First..
They Treat Me So Bad..And Say I'm Not Pretty..
So Now I Come Back Singapore I Want To Change My Self..
I Want To Be A Stronger Gurl..Want To Be Beautiful..
Have Confident And Success Gurl To Let Hu That Look Down Of Me...
I Will Prove To Them..Just Give Me Few Years..
I Will Try My Best To Change My Self..

After That Night I Don't No What Happen To Me..
Do What Also No Mood, Do What Also Fail..
Lots Of People Say I Have Change..
They Say I Less Talking, Looks Tired,
Looks My Face Full Of Problem, Never Smile At All..
Even I Like To Msg & Online All The Time..
But Now Never Feel To Touch Phone Nor Online..
There Feel I'm Weird..I Just Know That I'm In Pressure..
Lots Of Things On My Mind..I Just Can Keep All In My Heart..
Midnight At Room Crying By My Self..
I Realy Want To Say Out What I'm Thinking On My Mind..
But When I Think Back If I Say Out Is The Same..
It Will Not Change Anything..
Maybe It Will Be More Worst If Other People Know What I'm Thinking..
So Better Keep Quit..
Happy Also Will Pass One Day, Not Happy Also Need To Keep Going..
I Just Want To Do What I Like And Not Always Control By People..
I Want To Be Myself..I Have To Be More Confident And Strong..
I Do Want To Be A Loser That Always Hear What People Say,
What People Order Me To Do Which I Don't Like..
It Realy Feel Suck..
Being A Good Person Is So Suffer?Why?
Should I Be A Bad Girl?
Perhaps Life Will Be More Better?

*COMMENT ME IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEA*
Thanks

Yesterday Just Come Back From Melaka..[Tired]

After My Mummy Fetch My Small Sister To Muar
Then We Go Melaka Stay One Night..
We Just Stay At A Cheap Hotel..It Cost Rm90++
At Night We Go Walk Walk And Enjoy Playing Many Things..

Such As We Went To Eye On Malaysia..
That's So Cool Leh..It Charge Rm10 Per Person..
Just Turn Four Round Only..But Enjoy It So Much Lo..
Then We Went To A Pub At Jonker Street..
That Time Just 9pm Plus..
We Drink And Take So Many Picture..
One Bucket Just Rm50++
Damn Cheap Right..We Order Two Bucket..
After Few Hours My Mummy & Her Boyfriend Start Abit Drunk Le..
There Face Looks So Funny Leh..[Laugh]
I Tell Them I Drink Many Also Won Drunk..
Just Will Feel Very Full Only..They Tot I'm Lying..
So Mummy Boyfriend Non Stop Call Me Drink..
Just Drink Lo..Small Case La..[Laugh]
Then I Feel So Bored Never Drunk..
So I Call The Waiters Take A Straw For Me..
Then I Suck All The Beer Until Never Stop And Finis..
I Started Abit Dizzy Only..
Feeling Good..But Still Cant Realy Drunk..
Dono Why..[Bored]

At The Morning Wake Up At 8am Plus..
It's Was So Cool..Because It's Raining Outside..
After Bath And Prepare Everything Then We Put Our Things In Car..
Then We Go To A Shop..It Next To Our Hotel That We Stay Last Night..
Inside Damn Big Sial..I Took Few Picture There..

Then We Go Eat 'Gou Lou Mian'..Err..[Taste Suck]
After Walk Walk At Jonker Street Mummy Boyfriend Saw A Shop..
It Called 'Baba And Nyonya'..It Sell Traditional Food..
Then I Sit There And They Go Order Food Lur..
They Order Two Air Cendol If Im Not Wrong And A Bowl Of Laksa..
The Water Is Damn Sweet And The Laksa Is Taste So Delicious Sial..
Cant Forget The Taste..You All Got Go Melaka Must Taste It Leh..[Yummy]

After Eating We Go Walk Walk And Buy Few Things..
Mummy And Her Boyfriend Buy A Beg..
And I Just Buy A Crystal..It Cost Rm14 Only..
I Buy Purple Colour It Have Meaning O..
The Meaning Is Peacefull Mind, Healty And Luck..
After Walk For Few Hours Then We Go Buy Biscuit Again..
The Shop Also Very Big And Cool..The Shop Called 'San Sok Gong'

After Buying Biscuit We Go Eat Chicken Rice..
Melaka Chicken Rice Very Special Leh..
The Chicken Taste So Delicious And The Rice It Looks Round Round De..
Very Cute And Taste So Nice..[Yummy]

After Finis Eating We Go To Our Car Then Saw A White Paper On The Car..
Guess What..Is A Saman Paper..[Laugh]
Parking At Yellow Line Get Saman..Rm50 Leh..
We Start Going Back Kuantan On 3pm And Reach Kuantan At 5.30pm..
Although Is Very Tired..But Enjoy This Short Melaka Trip
With My Mummy And Her Boyfriend So Much..[=

Few Days Never Online..
Tomorrow Going To Melaka.. :D
Fetch My Small Sister To Muar Private School..
She Will Start Study There On 1.7.09 & Stay At The School Hostel..
My Mummy Send Her To That School..
Realy Hope That She Will Change To Be A Good Gurl..

Continue Blogging Soon..[=

Michael Jackson 'King Of Pop' Dead At 50

This Morning I Wake Up I Turn On Hitz.Fm..

I Hear Why All Is Michael Jackson Song On The Radio [Weird]
Heard That Hitz Dj Said Michael Jackson Was Dead..
I Think That Was A Joke..
But I Feeling Not Good..
So I Quickly Online Search For Michael Jackson Latest News..
When I Open The Link I Was Shock..
He Realy Dead..
I Can't Believe This [Sad]
When I Was Very Small I Hear His Music Until Now Im 18..
My Heart Feel Sour Feel Want Cry..
Although His Death,
I Will Always Remember
He Is The Greatest King Of Pop In The World..

Michael Jackson, Best Known As The King Of Pop Has Died.
He Was Rushed To UCLA Medical Center.
While In A Deep Coma Before Passing Away.
He Pronounced Dead At 2.26pm.
An Autopsy Is Set For Friday.
Michael's Father, Joe Jackson,
Comfirmed His Son Had A Heart Attack.
His Sister Latoya Ran In The Hospital Sobbing
After Her Brother Was Pronounced Dead.

Michael Jackson Was The Most Outstanding.
Many Have Tried & Will Try To Copy Him
But His Talent Will Never Be Matched.

*REMEMBERING MICHAEL*
In Honor Of Michael Jackson,
Take A Look Back At The King Of Pop Through The Years.

January 1, 1974
Young Michael Burst On The Scene At Age Of 11
As A Member Of The Jackson 5

September, 1977
By The Time He Was In His Late Teen,
Michael Was An International Heartthrob,
And About To Embark On,
On Of The Most Successful Solo Music Careers In History

March 31, 1981
The Early 80s Brought MJ More Fame
And Success Along With Tamer Hair
And Famous Friends.
Brooke Shields Accompanied Michael
To The 53rd Academy Awards In 1981

1982
Michael's Confidante And Mentor,
Quincy Jones Also Produced
His Multi - Platinum Albums
1982's Thriller And 1987's Bad

February 28, 1984
In Addition To Macaulay Cullen And Corey Feldman,
Jackson Was Pals With Pint Sized "Webster" Star,
Emmanuel Lewis

January 30, 1989
By The Late 80's, Michael Had Undergone A Drastic Physical Transform
And Introduced One Of His Trademark Accessories-The Colored Armband.
For A Decade Of Chart-Toppers Michael Was Given The
Special Award Of Achievement At The American Music Awards

1994
Michael And His Wife At The Line，
Liza Marie Presley Made Headlines When They Put On A Public
Display Of Affection At The MTV Vedio Music Awards

September 7, 1995
At The 1995 MTV VMAs, Michael Was Joined By Slash
For A Medley Of 'Billie Jean', 'Beat It',
'Dout Stop Til You Get Enough',
And 'Black Or White'

September 6, 2001
There's No Doubt About It.
Michael Has Influenced Nearly Every Pop
Act That Has Emerged In The Past 30 Years,
Including 'N SYNC

September 7, 2001
Not Only Was Michael An Immensely Talented Singer,
He Was Also One Of The Greatest Dancer's To Hit The Stage.
We're Sure Britney Spears Picked UpSome Of Her Moves Buy
Watching His Classic Videos

September 10, 2001
One Of The Many Performers To Honor Michael
At His 30th Anniversary Was Usher,
Who Many Consider To Be Jackson's Modern Day Equivalent

November 7, 2001
Michael Got The Times Square Crowd Riled Up
When He Released His Final Solo Album Invicible,
Which Included The Top 10 Hit "You Rock My World"

June 24, 2003
The King Of Pop And The Godfather Of Soul
Revolutionzed Not Only RnB But The Entire Music Industry

August 16, 2004
Michael's Sister, Latoya And Janet,
Supported Him Through Thick And Thin

April 11, 2005
Michael's Mom, Katherine
Who Was Undoubtedly His Biggest Fan

April 29, 2005
Michael And His Father, Joe Jackson
Remained Relatively Close

November 15,2006
In Addition To His 13 Grammy Wins,
Jackson Received 15 World Music Awards，
More Than Any Other Male Artist

May 21,2009
Michael Was Planning To Return To The Stage,
This Summer With A Series Of Concert,
At London's 02 Arena

June 25,2009
We'll Miss You,
Michael.
Rest In Peace..

THE WORLD HAS LOST ONE OF THE FABOLOUS KING OF POP~
BUT HIS MUSIC WILL LIVE ON FOREVER~
REMEMBERING HIS GREATEST MOMENTS~
HE IS IN HEAVEN NOW~
A BETTER PLACE THEN US~
GOD REST HIS SOUL~