Finally,My Class Start Le..
First Day Realy So Scare So Nervous So Stress..Everything Come Out La..
But When I When Into The Class I Saw I'm The Most Small Size And Young..
All 20++ Dy..Feel I'm A Little Girl Attend A Mature Class..
First Lesson Started..
Everyone Have Partner.. But I'm Alone Because Got One People Never Attend Class..
Can't Wait To Know Hu Is My Partner..
On That Day I Just Sit All Alone And Keep Quite..
Suddenly Got A Girl Come Sit Beside Me..
And Ask what My Name, How Old And From Which country..
Then She Intro Her Self..
She Called Amanda,From Indonesia But Stay At Japan..
She Is Cute And Nice And Pretty And And She Was Awesome La..[=
She Is My First Friend In Singapore..I'm Happy Meet A Good Friend Like Her..
She Treat Me Very Good To..Always Ask Why I So Quite And Shy..

After Few Days Attend The Class I Still Feel Like A Rock..
Many People Come Talk With Me..
Ask The Same Things That Is Why I So Quite And Shy..
Some Of Them Say I'm Small Size Looks Cute..Lol.. =.=
I Wish I Can Be Mature,Pretty,Cute And Full Of Confident Like Them..
But Don't No When I Can Realy Be Like Them..I Have To Be Stronger..
I Will Try My Best Slowly Slowly Change..
Hope Some One Can Give Opinion And Guide Me..

That Day Learn Bridal Make Up..I Be Model And My Partner Is Artist..
Today My Turn Be Artist My Partner Become Model..
I So Scare I Can't Do Well Or Forget Steps..But Guess What..
Teacher Say I Make A Nice Colour And Nice Angle On the Model Face..
She Say I Done A Good Job..Hahas..So Happy..(:
After The Class End I Go Back Home..
Think Many Time Want To Walk Go Back Or Sit Bus..
At Last I Decide To Walk Go Back Home..Can Exercise And Diet..
After I Reach Home I Go And Take A Bath..Feel So Fresh..[nice]
Then I Online Awile To Chat With My Friend And Check My Email..
Around 6pm I Offline Go Practice And Read My Text Book..
Tomoorow Will Work With New Partner..Hope All Will Be Fine..
Tomorrow I'm The Model, Thusday She Will Be Model..
Wish That Work With Her Will Be Okey Okey..[Worry]

Today Should Be A Great Day For Me..
But Now It's Not A Great Day..
I Charge My Phone In My Room And I Was In The Living Room
Hearing Song And Chatting With Friend..
After Few Hour Charging It's Full..
I Saw One Missed Call From My First Xbf From Kuantan..
He Call Me At 2.03pm I Dint Answer It Bcoz I Never Heard My Phone Ring..
So I Call Back Him At 2.45pm..
I Wonder Why He Will Call Me? How He Get My Number..
I Change New Number Just My Singapore Friend
And Few Of My Family Member Know Only..
So I Call Him And Ask Where He Get My Number..
He Do Want Tell Me I Was Angry..
Long Long Time A Go He Realy Treat Me So Bad..
After Break Up Almost Two Years Plus I Still Love Him And Miss Him..
Break Up Many Time And Together Back Many Time Le..
But Seen One Thing Happen On That Day I Back Kuantan..
I Tell My Self I Realy Want To Let Him Go Le..
Realy Tired And Hurt Enough...I Cant Keep Going On Le..
The Reason I Change New Number Got Other Reason To..
One Is Do Want Let Malaysia Friend Find Me First..
They Treat Me So Bad..And Say I'm Not Pretty..
So Now I Come Back Singapore I Want To Change My Self..
I Want To Be A Stronger Gurl..Want To Be Beautiful..
Have Confident And Success Gurl To Let Hu That Look Down Of Me...
I Will Prove To Them..Just Give Me Few Years..
I Will Try My Best To Change My Self..

After That Night I Don't No What Happen To Me..
Do What Also No Mood, Do What Also Fail..
Lots Of People Say I Have Change..
They Say I Less Talking, Looks Tired,
Looks My Face Full Of Problem, Never Smile At All..
Even I Like To Msg & Online All The Time..
But Now Never Feel To Touch Phone Nor Online..
There Feel I'm Weird..I Just Know That I'm In Pressure..
Lots Of Things On My Mind..I Just Can Keep All In My Heart..
Midnight At Room Crying By My Self..
I Realy Want To Say Out What I'm Thinking On My Mind..
But When I Think Back If I Say Out Is The Same..
It Will Not Change Anything..
Maybe It Will Be More Worst If Other People Know What I'm Thinking..
So Better Keep Quit..
Happy Also Will Pass One Day, Not Happy Also Need To Keep Going..
I Just Want To Do What I Like And Not Always Control By People..
I Want To Be Myself..I Have To Be More Confident And Strong..
I Do Want To Be A Loser That Always Hear What People Say,
What People Order Me To Do Which I Don't Like..
It Realy Feel Suck..
Being A Good Person Is So Suffer?Why?
Should I Be A Bad Girl?
Perhaps Life Will Be More Better?

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Yesterday Just Come Back From Melaka..[Tired]

After My Mummy Fetch My Small Sister To Muar
Then We Go Melaka Stay One Night..
We Just Stay At A Cheap Hotel..It Cost Rm90++
At Night We Go Walk Walk And Enjoy Playing Many Things..

Such As We Went To Eye On Malaysia..
That's So Cool Leh..It Charge Rm10 Per Person..
Just Turn Four Round Only..But Enjoy It So Much Lo..
Then We Went To A Pub At Jonker Street..
That Time Just 9pm Plus..
We Drink And Take So Many Picture..
One Bucket Just Rm50++
Damn Cheap Right..We Order Two Bucket..
After Few Hours My Mummy & Her Boyfriend Start Abit Drunk Le..
There Face Looks So Funny Leh..[Laugh]
I Tell Them I Drink Many Also Won Drunk..
Just Will Feel Very Full Only..They Tot I'm Lying..
So Mummy Boyfriend Non Stop Call Me Drink..
Just Drink Lo..Small Case La..[Laugh]
Then I Feel So Bored Never Drunk..
So I Call The Waiters Take A Straw For Me..
Then I Suck All The Beer Until Never Stop And Finis..
I Started Abit Dizzy Only..
Feeling Good..But Still Cant Realy Drunk..
Dono Why..[Bored]

At The Morning Wake Up At 8am Plus..
It's Was So Cool..Because It's Raining Outside..
After Bath And Prepare Everything Then We Put Our Things In Car..
Then We Go To A Shop..It Next To Our Hotel That We Stay Last Night..
Inside Damn Big Sial..I Took Few Picture There..

Then We Go Eat 'Gou Lou Mian'..Err..[Taste Suck]
After Walk Walk At Jonker Street Mummy Boyfriend Saw A Shop..
It Called 'Baba And Nyonya'..It Sell Traditional Food..
Then I Sit There And They Go Order Food Lur..
They Order Two Air Cendol If Im Not Wrong And A Bowl Of Laksa..
The Water Is Damn Sweet And The Laksa Is Taste So Delicious Sial..
Cant Forget The Taste..You All Got Go Melaka Must Taste It Leh..[Yummy]

After Eating We Go Walk Walk And Buy Few Things..
Mummy And Her Boyfriend Buy A Beg..
And I Just Buy A Crystal..It Cost Rm14 Only..
I Buy Purple Colour It Have Meaning O..
The Meaning Is Peacefull Mind, Healty And Luck..
After Walk For Few Hours Then We Go Buy Biscuit Again..
The Shop Also Very Big And Cool..The Shop Called 'San Sok Gong'

After Buying Biscuit We Go Eat Chicken Rice..
Melaka Chicken Rice Very Special Leh..
The Chicken Taste So Delicious And The Rice It Looks Round Round De..
Very Cute And Taste So Nice..[Yummy]

After Finis Eating We Go To Our Car Then Saw A White Paper On The Car..
Guess What..Is A Saman Paper..[Laugh]
Parking At Yellow Line Get Saman..Rm50 Leh..
We Start Going Back Kuantan On 3pm And Reach Kuantan At 5.30pm..
Although Is Very Tired..But Enjoy This Short Melaka Trip
With My Mummy And Her Boyfriend So Much..[=